Bismillah
Sometimes.... I make tons of excuses for myself.
Like if I did something embarrassing. I'd tell myself, " it's ok and that it's an accident".
Or if I finished my work late. I'd tell myself, " it's ok, you did a lot already".
Or if I raised my voice against my mum. I'd tell myself, "It's ok, you didn't mean to".
I'd always tell myself tomorrow I'd be a better person, but tomorrow came and left and I still hate a part of me.
I should stop lying to myself. I'm becoming worse everyday.
It's seriously time to look into the problem and stop giving excuses.
I know I can be better than this. I want to be a person who REALLY love myself. Not because people tell me "You need to love yourself" but because I can truly and proudly say "I've done my best and I'm proud of who I am."
Everyone have dark secrets and bad things that they'd hide from others. It's like a disease that slowly eats you up.
Oh Lord please help me. I suck at self-discipline. I need You. I need You. I need You.
Alhamdulillah
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