Every Five Years

Every five years

The love i have

Tested

and i am reminded

once more

how difficult it is to love me.

Leave me alone

Bismillah

I just need to vent. 

Why must guys make empty small conversations with a girl who clearly does not want nor appreciate it. Even in jest i do not appreciate guys texting me FOR NO REASON. 

Just.Stop. 

I am a serious person by nature and my type of humour is stupid little things like someone trying to catch a falling hotdog is funny to me but your insensitive jokes about my dad being your father in law isn't. 

There are certain limits i cannot tolerate. Don't cross it. 

Annoyance

 Bismillah

Dah lama tak buat rant post. 

the heart does not heal

Hurting others and getting hurt. We don't really heal. We just learn to deal with the pain. Numb it away and then move on like nothing happened.

And those who can't deal with it, ends it. In the most sad way possible. 

I musn't let this get to me. Time to reset. I will be okay again tomorrow. Come tomorrow morning the pain will be numb. I will be fine.