Blue and Grey

 Bismillah

This song "Blue and Grey" by BTS conveys my sad state so perfectly. Sometimes to the point that even just playing it on loop seems to spiral me deeper into a state of sadness. The English version suits me more to be honest. Here's the English demo:

Where is my angel?
I’m sick and tired of everything
Someone come and save myself
‘Cause I can’t take it anymore
Everywhere I go, everywhere I see
Can you look at me? 'Cause I’m blue and grey
Every time I cry, every time I smile
Can you look at me? 'Cause I’m blue and grey
I just wanna be happier
Baby don’t you let me go
I feel tired in the winter sky
I wish I could be stronger.

Afraid for love to fade

My head's in a jam
Can't take you off my mind
From the time we met
I've been beset by thoughts of you
And the more that I ignore this feeling
The more I find my self believin'
That I just have to see you again

I can't let you pass me by
I just can't let you go
But I know that I'm much too shy to let you know
Afraid that I might say the wrong words and displease you
Afraid for love to fade
Before it can come true
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/c/christian_bautista/afraid_for_love_to_fade.html ]
Like a child again
I'm out and lost for words
How does one define a crush combined with longing
Longing to possess you, oh so dearly
And I'm obsessed by you completely
I'll go mad if I can't have you

I can't let you pass me by
I just can't let you go
But I know that I'm much too shy to let you know
Afraid that I might say the wrong words and displease you
Afraid for love to fade
Before it can come true

I can't let you pass me by
I just can't let you go
Let me say the things and say words to let you know
I would rather say the awkward words than lose you
Or for love to fade
Before it can come true...

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/c/christian_bautista/#share