Bismillah-
Tension. Thats all i feel this couple of days. Wake up work, eat while working, rest an hour, go pasar, rush here and there.
I thought that it couldn't get worse. I thought my plans won't be disrupted.
My boss just told us 'to bear it'.
Sure she said, 'company will reward' but it doesn't make a difference because this so-called reward is not written on paper nor is it a done deal. In short they want us to work our ass to save cost and will decide later on whether we 'perform well'. Frankly i don't understand how they assess our work. While i get thrown here n there n im in charge of new tasks it took me 6 months to get confirmation. A new guy who just assists other seniors only took 3 months and his salary same as mine. Did he perform a miracle or something??
Maybe all this 'bear it' is getting on my nerves. Because despite taking in what they throw at me they don't even let me listen to music.
Im complaining about the most mundane things now. I think my patience snapped somewhere between the office and the wet market.
My head has been hurting for 3 days. Just great.
-Alhamdulillah
02 September 2013
Stress and jobs
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don't know what to say, so I'll just notify you that I've read this.
ReplyDeletei know you are thinking of bearing it for another year..but sending out new resumes can't hurt your chances woman. the choice is in your hand. i honestly think the management is trying to dry you guys up because they are not getting any retaliation...think of it..
ReplyDeleteYeah. Problem with me is that I'm too tired to even have time to send out resumes. I want to focus on ACCA. will think about other stuff once I'm done with my second paper. Planning to take MAndarin classes as well so work isn't my most top priority atm. I think this was just one of those moments where my body was just tired. Thanks for the advice tho. Will think of it after december. Maybe.
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