Bismillah
I used money... A LOT! Apparently people won't believe I'm broke.
My kakak is quitting because apparently her org kampung heard some bad rumours and are now forcing her to go home.
I'm doomed. My mum is stressed.
But that is life and this is yet another hurdle to jump over (not that I've been good at jumping hurdles).
Allah the Almighty, lend me Your strength. I can't do this without you. My parents can't do this without you.
Lend me the strength to be their strength.
Lend me the strength to be your faithful servant.
Lend me the strength to live this life you have given me.
I really need You most.
Ameen.
Alhamdulillah.
p.s. I really can't find the energy to explain. Except that I hope people around me would understand a little about what is going on with me at the moment. Pray that I have strength. Life is getting more tiresome everyday.
I hope you'll have strength sister. I also wish I can lend you as much strength you needed.
ReplyDeleteHopefully you'll be okay and stronger after the ordeal. Send my wishes to your sisters and mother :)
yeah. it's somehow ok now. my kakak did not tell us when she plans to leave. but hopefully she can last till end of this year. I need to help mum get new chef. sigh. love u lots nana. muah
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