13 June 2012

I'm selfish, but I love you

Bismillah

I probably don't know quite what to say
or what I should do
but what I do know is that I love you
so please love me too.

I close my eyes,
I feel you close,
those hands I can't see
but your warmth seeps in me.

The words you left behind,
transcends all time,
with meanings so clear,
at times I can't control these tears.

I'm still so young,
my mind that wanders everywhere,
but your patience never wavering,
keep me close in your care.

You keep watch over all I do,
I'm not sure of my time in this place,
But I'm reassured that a time will come,
I'll return to your embrace.

Alhamdulillah

p.s. I'm a hypocrite and I feel awful when I lie to myself. It's just so hard to fight your self. The selfish side keeps winning these days. Lord help me.


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